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sick its like i am looking at the same world for the first time. yeah im gay..(not really)
but yeah. my contacts came in today and i was all excited.
im so fucking confused. for one thing: why does keighley have to be the lucky one all of the time?! (damn you ELMO!) i mean i have liked the same kid for like 3 months now even though i have only just started to talk to him...like less then a month ago.
i get attached to easily. i am completely boy crazy.
by the way elmo, that kid with the really nice ass that you almost rammed my head into in the lunch room dropped out of school because of his band..so depressing.
why do you always get my dream. not danny but another kid.
and what are you going to tell Andrew?
"im sorry, i like you, but i cant flirt with you anymore."
has to be the hardest thing for you not to flirt and tease...HAHA!
*sticks tongue out and laughs*
i dont feel good. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. not only because i am sick but also because i do not want to do my presentation of the project i did in 5 minutes.
this really sucks.
but knowing my mom she will make me go tomorrow.
as always.
she was supposed to call the doctors but never did.
grr!...
i need a hobby.
i need to quit smoking.
that means weed and cigerettes.
because i am killing myself.
which is why the first step i took, was getting donnie out of my life.
he wants me to do all this shit with him. fuck that.
he got me into smoking in the first place...
or was that steve? or ian? or john?
who cares. im a moron.
LOVE YOU ALL
<3 Deanna
February 8 2006, 00:05:33 UTC 6 years ago
so not true...
i just know how to pick the right guys..and beware of shana shes all over andrew like completely all over him!!! hahahaha..luv u lots
and omg..so fukn hard not to flirt like..u dont even fukn know..fuck you...and i asked andrew today if he liked you and he said "shes cool but i barely know her" go to all four lunches with him...ubers of fun..*wink wink*
luv u tonz
xOxOxO
♥,
elmo
February 20 2006, 16:40:21 UTC 6 years ago
something is so wrong.
im sad
lunch isnt the same anymore
and thats not good.
because during 1st lunch i have to sit with carmen and jessica which isnt fun.
and when i have forth lunch andrew isnt there skipping for me to bother.
*tear*
I want a popsicle..
or a donut.
get me a popsicle or a donut!
♥
Deanna