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[Jul. 25th, 2006|09:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Silver And Cold - AFI | ] |
Good weed. I found pictures! <3
And Remember Kids, just  |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|11:15 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | As I Lay Dying - Confined | ] |
So today I went to Autumn's, and as usual it was fun. We smoked, then went to see Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. And may I say that it was the greatest movie ever. <33
And as we were leaving we found $50.00 and were gonna buy weeeeeeddd. <3333 =] |
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| Confused =[ |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cigaro - System of a Down | ] |
Today was fun.
I went to Autumns. We watched some of Harry Potter and then we smoked. Then we went to watch Cheech and Chong but we only caught the end.
Then we went to Timiis and went in his pool.
♥ ♥
Great Day
Finals tomorrow. =[ ucky. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2006|09:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  fucker | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fresh prince of bell air | ] |
Ok im so friggen bored. and i didnt really want to go out, which as of now i am regretting. but blah, i dont know i feel like sitting on my ass in my house, which was pretty good.
i hung out with donnie, and we were painting eachother's nails. of which he painted mine dark purple and i painted his hot pink.
why is it that all of my friends want to meet eachother?i mean the reason donnie and ian call as restricted is so that i dont know the number, and that i cant give it out. (they know i wouldnt but the number would go in my cell phone, which really fucking annoying people take)
and thats another thing. people always doing things i hate. for example:
1. i hate when people touch my hair. god damn it its mine! fucking stop the first time i tell you. obedience school anyone? ALMOST EVERYONE DOES THIS! i dont mind it when you are going to fix it or you only want to feel the niceness (brian, emily, donnie, autumn, ian...) but when you just stick your hand in my hair or rub it all around everyday, after i fucking tell you not to, it pisses me off! STOP! this makes me hate people more!
2. dont keep hitting me. its mean and i WILL flip out one day.
3. dont compare me to anyone. especially someone opposite of me. everyone fucking does this. i hate you.
4. people always going through my stuff and taking stuff that i said not to. like my cell phone, my notebooks, shit like that. even the little shit bothers me. duchebags.
5. dont fucking stalk me. its creepy and you hanging outside every fucking class and calling my home and cell phones every 7 minutes doesnt make my mom happy, in fact every time someone does this i get it taken away. (this is meant for meanly one person, and no its not you autumn.)
5. dont call me to just talk about you, ok? you CAN talk about you, but i would like to feel like im in the conversations rather than feel like someone you call only when you have a problem.
6. dont go complaining to me about my friends. like "oh theyre making us stop talk, they wont do this" BLAH BLAH BLAH! i dont let my friends take over my life. its mine, and yes they are a big part. autumns the only one i let have insight.
7. dont try to change me, not happening.
8. stop acting like you are my superior and set rules for me. i have a mom, thanks very much.
9. dont label me. i dont label me.
im not trying to sound mean or anything, but its bothering me so fucking much. cut the shit. i hate everyone in some way right now, and i dont like it. i dont even like myself. i just want to carry a pistol or a magical remote and everytime someone starts bothering me, just make them go away.
fuck you people.
damn it.
later |
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| Sure as hell ain't normal, but we deal, we deal. |
[May. 18th, 2006|05:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dane Cook | ] |
Haha. I never thought these words would ever be passing my lips, but uhh..I like Panic! At the Disco..Sad?
Could be. Probably is.
Haha, I'm listening to Dane Cook. Nothing really going on here. Just waiting for Autumn to call me. So hopefully it will be really fucking soon. I haven't done anything since Tuesday, and it's nice out. I just hate being at home. Fucking bored out of my mind for the past two days.
So I only have one Saturday left. And it's this one. And I'm done, BABY! YES!!
Finually. When I am there, I feel like a mime, only I can't use hand movements to signal to anyone.
Blah. And Mr. Femia (HVAC) switched me FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR to Mr. Wiita's class (Electronics). Which doesn't phase me because I love, love, love it! And mr. Wiita is wicked nice to me. Mr. Femia was a dick.
YAY ME!
Too much weed |
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[May. 6th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Slipknot | ] |
You know what I truely hate? Being compared to my father and brother.
Honestly, I am nothing like them. Any of them. Yes, I have an attitude, but who the hell doesn't?
This is how it went down: Me and my mom were in the car earlier when she came to get me from my Saturday Detention. Somehow we got on to the subject of my brothers, then just about Chris, when I said his anger and physical shit is getting worse by the day. And she was agreeing with me, and then all of a sudden She goes, "Yeah I can't believe I have had to go through this four times with four different people." So I was thinking..Who are the other 2? I know one would be my stupid dad, and the other my little brother, and maybe my older one, but I was such a scared little kid, that I hardly said anything. How could it be me?. So stupid me goes, "What are you talking about?" And she goes, "I went through it with your father and all three of you kids." I was just staring at her waiting for my head to pop. Then she thinks it would be a good idea to look me in the eyes and say "You are all just like your father."
I flipped!.
I was screaming, crying, and shaking.
Comparing me to my older brother is one thing, he's only a pot head and a troublemaker to her..
But my dad.
My little brother.
Those have had to be the worse things she could have ever said to me.
And then she wonders why I smoke and act the way I do.
Fucking A!
haha
i liike that "fucking-A"
I'm A-ok now. I was running around outside with Chris and Matt.
All good.
Later |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|12:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | autumn on the phone | ] |
haha wow.
shes such a moron
lets see if anyone can figure out who im talking about.
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| BLAH! |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|05:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | your closet | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | H.I.M - Dark Light | ] |
lets see..im getting torn everywhich way. according to Autumn, her cousin Rakel told her that my cousin Brit thinks we are lesbians. Well fuck her! If loving your best friend like a sister makes you a lesbian, then sure call me one. but she only said that because we are always togeather. well so what? just because she likes to hang out with every single one of her friends doesnt mean i have to. shit.
then theres the hole thing about the kid i like. i dont even know why. when im around him i just want to be with him but when i leave or he leaves i think about him, and i realize that i dont really like him.
but then when i do that i realize that i doo. what the fuck. why does everything have to always be like this! UGHH! i just want to shoot myself in the head.
so today was easter and i had to get togeather with my family, like always. there was these two really old people, one who wasnt "all there" and the other who was just old. and this older guy bob sat across from me. holy shit, he was so fucking funny!
At one point i was crying. we were at my uncles house, and they have a little northeastern terrior, while bob and his wife had a hot dog type of dog. well the hot dog, Gary, wasnt fixed, and kept going after my uncles dog, bob picked him up. after a few minutes gary was trying to jump off and bob went to put him down, but the dog fell and landed and made a really loud noise. bob turned away and started laughing and my mom looks at him and goes, "what?" he goes, "I kind of spiked Gary...TWO POINTS!" (puts arms up as to signal a touchdown) i swear that was the funniest.
later,
Deanna |
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| Well, |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|09:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Where else? | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Aughh.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | An Honest Mistake- The Bravery | ] |
I'm so fucking confused. I mean I was over him. I missed him, but I was ok with everything. I didn't really care anymore. And then all of a sudden we spend a day togeather, and everything felt the same again. Like it used to. And I miss it. Alot. I can't stop thinking abut him. I can't forget him. He's constantly on my mind. I don't like the fact that he's not mine and has a girlfriend. GOD! What the fuck!! I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN. BUT HE AGAIN, HAS A GIRLFRIEND!
Call or something to make me happy please.
♥
Deanna |
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[Apr. 6th, 2006|09:04 pm] |
[Ahem]
Start with Thursday
Thursday:
Went to Autumn's so we could both go and hang out with Timii on his trampoline. It was fun. We jumped awhile and then this kid Nick who happened to smell like ass came over. We walked to Honey Farms. Nick had $50.00 in his pocket. Timii had a dollar. Me and Autumn were completely poor. Nick offered to get us a TEENY and CANDY. Cheap much? But I got something. Then we went to the playground down the street from their houses. Autumn got kind of upset over something. But I'm not going to talk about that here. So anyways we played there. When me and Timii went around the field to talk I found a bunny. And before he/she ran away I named it Sir Pooficle. Thats right, Sir Pooficle. Kick ass name huh? I claimed it because I made it.
So we went back to Tim's house, and Nick went to his house to get his bass so him and Tim could play. Me and Autumn hung out on the trampoline. Then Nick came back and we went in the basement like old times. Went home. Sore as hell.
Friday:
School, the usual. Came home and my mom had to leave to go to Chris' hockey game or practice or whatever. During which time I walked to Doyle Field to meet Autumn. I gave her a 45 minute head start because it's an 8 minute walk if I take the long way. So I got there. And I waited what felt like half and hour. So anyways, there I was sitting in one of the towers feeling like I was on look-out. Surrounded by little kids. Finually I saw Autumn. (Still in the tower) I screamed and shouted, waved and jumped, with no respose but a bunch of kids and their parents looking at me like I was professor Big Head from "The Hills Have Eyes". So I ran down and practically attacked her to come into focus of headphones in her ears.
We walked back to my house and hung out there until like 7 something to go to the movies to see Larry the Cable Guy: Health Inspector Funny shit. Haha. We came out and Me and Autumn were truely touched by god. The god. Haha.
Saturday:
Nothing. Saturday Detention. Yay me.
Sunday:
Went to Autumns. The end.
Monday:
School. Came home earlier because my ear was bugging me. Slept. Doctors. Double ear infection, go me.
Tuesday-Thursday:
Stayed home.
Tomorrow:
?
Dunno yet. Movies with Autumn if I can.
.....
♥
Deanna
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